Monday, November 1, 2010

Saturday, October 30, 2010

When Inspiration (and Evil Plans) Strike

Your weight pressed heavy on my chest.  It was getting difficult to breathe.  Do it. It's 6 am. Wake up. It's too early for this. Now. Okay, okay. 

So I'm up too early on a Sunday because I was inspired to write and because I realized I finally have a plan.  

Good morning, monsters!  Happy Halloween!
  

Which One are YOU?

  1. I think about you more than I would want to.  You make me smile a lot. Do I make you smile too? :)
  2. I wanted to tell you something. I needed you. You didn't care.
  3. Good job, you!
  4. I love you. I love you. I love you.
  5. You are freaking ugly.
  6. Did you ever consider how I'd feel?
  7. I'm yours. :)
  8. I miss you terribly, terribly, terribly.
  9. I want to see you.
  10. I need you as much as you need me. Sometimes I feel I need you more.
  11. Hello, you!
  12. You cut me deep.
  13. I miss you too.
  14. You're so near yet so far.
  15. You scare me.
  16. I don't understand you.
  17. You and I have a long overdue date.
  18. Why'd you even ask me if you wanted me to say no?
  19. You amaze me.  I don't even know you, but you amaze me.
  20. You deserve another line because in between #1 and #20, you entered my mind too many times. :)
because I'm such a wuss.

No More Tears

Maybe there is some truth to it.  


We all go around, trying to look for people who will be there when we need them.  We desperately reach out to people who don't give a damn, when in reality, we know very well who will listen and will know exactly what to say. 


I don't have to run that far next time. You are just a phone call away. You're all I need. :)


Why do you know exactly how I feel?  Why do know how to shut me up the right way?

This Morning

It's surreal to be riding bikes with you at sunrise.
You know exactly how to pick me up when I'm feeling way too low. 

So you're unofficially broken up. Now what?



Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Bursts of Happiness

are we always going to be secret weekend-ers? i don't think i'd mind at all. 


ily.
always.
Someday, I hope to find someone who will not only be there on weekends, but especially on weekdays when I feel like crap and I'm jaded and uninspired. How long must I wait? Why can't you be the one?